Terror and I

Terroism looks like the big things that's on every Indian's lips. Common man suffering for no reason, people are getting and aggitated with the government, people in power trying to save their 'chairs'. A feeling helpless and a sense of powerlessness travels in the air.

There is a Gosho* which say "If the minds of living beings are impure, their land is also impure, but if their minds pure so is their land, there are not two lands pure and impure in themselves. The diffrence lies soley in the good or evil of our minds."

Thinking about this i wonder, if the minds of the people in my country impure? probally 'yes'. I am so ashamed to type 'Yes' to this question but this is the fact. Govt officials and people in position are corrupted. People who are supposed to protect the nation are protecting themselves. I believe its a total cowardice act. Media on the other hand are trying to reach out people, with and intention of increasing their TRP rating and not finding solutions to the trivial issues in the country. People who are supposed to give support and encouragement to common man are no where to be found. On the other hand common man are stupid enough to vote for the same leaders, year after year which has led our country to what it is today. The terroist have taken advantage of this situation making our country one of the 20 most dangerous country in this world. How saddening.

Our country strongly needs a democratic change, a change that makes every individual happy, and i feel this should start soon with the elections comming up next year. it needs to be a one with total diffrence, our country needs youthful minds to govern. A strong character who will put a fullstop to this nonsence, think more for the common man and country and less about him. Will this ever happen, if yes then who is that person and which party will win is a million dollar question? but i feel its also upto us to make sure this happens.

As for me i shall start by praying for, the right goverment to get ellected in the coming elections. Each and every individual to be throughly aware of the politicians before they vote. Every individual, young and old to actually caste a vote.

2009 will be a year of youth & victory: - Let each and every individual arise with a youthful spirit and stand up with the youth.
* Gosho- The individual and collected writings of Nichiren Daishonin (1222-1282), which contains (1) treatises setting forth doctrine
(2) writings remonstrating with government authorities
(3) letters offering advice, encouragement, or consolation to believers, or written in answer to questions
(4) written records of Nichiren's oral teachings, including his lectures on the Lotus Sutra.

For a change - Vote by Not Voting

I happened to come across the Gani website, as a friend of mine and i were blogging about the voting system in our country. I was impressed to come across an excellent Tamil writer, journalist, theatre person and a film maker.

This is what he has got to say about 49 O. Read on...

http://www.gnani.net/

And the link to my friend's post about the same topic. http://gopal-2expressmythoughts.blogspot.com/

I really wish that Gnani's words in Tamil reach out to the common man and the root cause of our current political scenario gets addressed.

If only i knew to read Tamil
If only i was in India
I would have read this out to those people in the slums next to my house.

This part of my Life is called Running

Run, Run, and Run is how i feel these days, packed with a 7 days of work including my part time over the weekend i really feel i am running every moment. waking up to realised that i am just in time to get ready chant and leave, running for the bus, if i miss it or if the bus doesn't stop, running to catch the 08.25 or the 08.40 train, and then running to work and reaching sharp at 09.00
At work making sure i have attend all calls, answered all mails, made all the reservation. Finally winding up and again running just in time to catch the 17.15 or the 17.20 train...... getting off and running to the bus station to get the 17.39 bus as u don't want to stand outside and get frozen in cold.
Then off again to get the bus in time for SGI meetings, finish that and run again for the bus, if i don't catch on time then i wait for 1/2 hr which is not a great idea, come back and crash off... and follow the same routine the next day.
For some reason this routine does not even spare me over the weekends.... This part of my Life is called ''Running''

In The Journey of my Life

I know not why i encountered faith,
I know that was the best thing that happened in my life.

I was wandering along an aimless path,
I found a friend along my path.

I wondered why i encountered faith.
I wondered what my mission was.

But I continued working for Kosen Rufu
Without understanding, without questioning.

As I attended meetings and spoke to members,
I experience immense joy and happiness.

I heard people talking about Mentor,
I wondered who my Mentor is.

I realised Sensei is Mentor
He was the one who stood by me
When I wandered an aimless path.

I realised journey of life is not easy,
but i know i have my friend beside me.

As i walk through the 2nd half of my life,
I determine to support alongside my mentor,
For the 2nd act for Kosen Rufu.

Sensei I will stand by you for the sake of kosenrufu.

The Bird by Vineet Bhatia

One of the finest Indian restaurant situated in the Clarence Dock area that the City of Leeds could have. A perfect traditional home made Indian meal presented in a contemporary style. Of course it was expected from Vineet Bhatia, but to realise that it was also economically priced came as a surprise to us. A restaurant where customers are given a lot of space and time to enjoy their meal. Friendly and approachable chef's with and option of providing customised menus add to the quality and service standards of the place.

In short have a meal to experience it.

My Trip to Taplow for Regional Course

Taplow Court is situated above the Thames River near a small town called Maidenhead. We had a 3 day training course starting from Friday till Sunday. This was my 1st trip to Taplow and Iwas all excited about it from the time I applied for the course. Just as I was thinking of booking tickets, Teely told me that Dennis was happy to offer lift to members from our district. Heromi and I Immediately agreed as we all had to reach by 11 am. Nao has a class to attend and so she decided to come back with us.
We started off at 7 am on the Friday Morning (31st Oct). Dennis picked Heromie and I waited for him at the train station. As I hopped in to the car we realised that we all were tired and sleepy. I was determined not to sleep. It was a bright sunny morning, seemed to me as if the weather was cheering us on our journey. It was 3 1/2 hour journey, despite my determination I dossed off as the the suns rays were hitting on my eyes. After about 11/2 hrs we stopped off for a break and headed again. In to time we reached the small town called Maidenhead. The road that led to Taplow was beautiful. It was narrow path with fully grown trees alongside, a typical country road. As we drove across,I was reminded of the song 'Country Road take me Home' by John Denver . We finally reached at 10 45 am. Looking at the Majestic Mansion of Taplow I was reminded of the Disney Land. I would run out of words to pen down the beauty of this place.
Heromie and I went off to freshen ourselves and get dress in the Lilac uniform. Soon member of the action team and course coordinators started coming and we started helping each other. We opened the door where our meeting was held. I was amazed looking at the Gohonzon. I was beautiful and big at 11 30 we started the action Gongyo followed by a briefing from the Action team led by Premila and Song Yun. Just after that the Lilac Team had a briefing to inform about the various activities that need to be performed by us. I must mention the encouragement given by Lynnet and Ruth ( Lilac Chief and Vice) saying that ''We are not forced by anyone to become members of SGI and work as Lilacs today. Its because of our own determination that we are here. Hence our duty is give 100% for the protection of members and their duty as Action and Vice Lilac Chief is to support us in contributing 100%''. This really touched me andI determined to give my 100%. We were all give our schedule explained about each and every role . We all set off Lunch at 12 noon to the cafeteria where we were served some nice English lunch. Just as I finished it I headed to set up the refreshment area after which, at about 13 30 I went away to set the Linen. It was in the accommodation block where we were staying, i had to set up the linen and hand a set of Pillow case, Bed sheet and Duvet Cover to each and every member who arrived. Around 14 45 I left the place leaving a note for the members to help themselves.
The Meeting officially started with an evening Gongyo and a welcome note from all senior leaders in faith. I was sitting in the front row protecting the Gohozhon and the speaker. My role was actually to keep an eye on the speaker, to keep chanting within my mind and of course to chant in front of the Gohozhon when No one was around. Then we watched a video of The Headquarters Leaders meeting in Japan, which was led by our mentor Daisaku Ikeda. It was a 45min video and in the end every one chants for 5 mins. It was amazing to realise that even though the language used in the video was Japanese with sub titles in English, the only one thing that relates all of us Nam Myoho Rengo Kyo. The rest of the day continued with a Lecture session, Dinner and group meeting. Just as we were going to wind up the day during our action debrief we were wished ''Happy Halloween'' as the two beautiful young women walked into our room all decked up and loaded with chocolate and lolly. .The day wounded up at around 11pm as I rolled into the bed after having a chat with my room mates. It was really like going back to boarding school or college hostels.

The next morning I was up at 6 am to get ready for the action Gongyo at 7 am. Followed by breakfast at 8 am then back to action as the meeting started. As a lilac I again got to do water rota, protection in front of the gohozhon, and door duty. We had some experiences and lectures by senior member in faith and also a commemorative photo session to be sent to Sensei. At 12 noon we broke for lunch, after a quick lunch I started helping the canteen staff by clearing plates. Soon we realised that the dishwasher had broke down and with in few seconds we had the men's division members helping the canteen staff in cleaning the plates. I cud not stop appreciating them. Once all members were done with lunch, i started cleaning tables and setting it ready for dinner. Followed by the Lunch break we had an hour time practise for entertainment. I really wanted all the Lilacs to sing the song created by Mathangi called '' Mission of our Lives''. This was such a challenge for me as its a new song an none of the lilac's new it. The song also had a high pitch and base notes, hence getting on to perfection was just big challenge. From the very begining i was just chanting for the song to be sung and delivered in a perfect manner. I don't know why, but I desperately wanted to do this performance, and giving up halfway thru was giving into my own self. We all gathered together and listened to the song. Then we realised that there was a member who knew music and could train us. Just in a matter of 15 mins we managed to sing the song pretty well.
We then continued with the meeting, got to listen to Barbara's Exp (my women's division district leader). It was brilliant, I totally admire her for being a women, a single parent, bringing up her kids so well that both are settled now, fighting for truth and justice and supporting all of her members. She is a mom to all of us. She is a victorious woman. Then we had a Q & A session from SGI UK Director General. who answered to members questions regarding faith. Soon it was time for dinner and the cafe at Taplow turned into a venue filled with poem, dance , music laughter and loads of fun, and yes the song - it was sung without errors and the crowd joined in too :) . The day finally ended with action debrief.

I was not Lilacing the next morning and so I woke up at 7, got ready, cleared our room, checked out and headed for breakfast. Today also I helped in canteen after breakfast and lunch. After the morning Gongyo we had some free time, I used this time to walk around the Taplow court. As I walked around the lush green pathway I could hear bird chirping, water from the fountain gushing into the pond, and the white Lotus blooming from the pond. Gosh, it was sheer beauty, I missed my camera!!!. Soon it was time to head back, and all of us formed into groups and started cleaning the accommodation building at Taplow, we cleaned the bathroom, toilets , washbasin and mirrors. It was so much fun, talking helping and working towards a common goal. It was followed by experience and Lecture which spoke about the credit crunch and how can we work towards it. ''Taking action'' is something that I learnt from these three days course. We then broke for lunch, as usual i had a early lunch and helped the canteen. Just as I was walking out I met Divya, a member from Bangalore with whom I practised. I jumped out of joy in meeting her, it was such a surprise. We then carried on to our work.

As I was getting back to the hall i thought about a fulfilled wish, ''Yes, its an experience, it's a Victory'' I said to myself. Exactly a month ago on 5th Oct I wanted to do a canteen activity at Taplow, Divya was also gonna be Lilacing that day; by 3rd Oct everything was set, my slot to do an activity was booked, I found some one who was gonna give me a lift, and i told myself that if I got a lift I would get a rail card for me and that happened too. The very next day at 3 pm the person who was to give me a lift told me that he was not going. hearing this news, I broke down, I dint get tickets to go directly and had to call taplow to find a person to replace. I felt miserable, I felt I had let Taplow down and also felt betrayed by the member who said he would give me a lift. I called senior members and she just asked me to chant and said that there is probably a reason behind it. I dint have a choice but to accept this situation. I determined to do another activity very soon....... I finally stand at the premises of Taplow, contributing 3 days of voluntary work at canteen and also met the friend I was supposed to meet. How fortunate!!!!

I headed back to Toda Hall, where we had some determinations for the Area. Finally just before we closed Sensei had sent some cookies for us, so the course ended with a tea break along with some lovely cookies from Sensei.

I spent some time at the shop, brought stuff for friends and other members. As I was shopping Divya met me again and asked me if I was buying a Gosho book, I said no. She immediately turned around and picked up one for me and said that's my gift. she would mot listen to me if i refused it. I dint have a choice but to accept it. My heart was filled with joy, gratitude and emotions. Honestly I wanted a Gosho book, but it worked out expensive for me to invest for myself and also buy stuff for my friends and members which was also important. So i decided to give up on my needs and buy for others, and realised that even I got what I wanted. Mystic is all I can say.

We also had a quick snap with all members from my district, finished it and went in to have some Tea and cookies, It was 3.15 by then and we had our final debrief for the action team.At around 4 pm we victoriously headed back home. On our way back, Anna, Nao, Dennis and I had 4 hr conversation about faith, life, people and challenges. It was such an awesome experience. Dennis dropped all of us back home. I came back to my little space feeling victorious.

Nam Myoho Renge Kyo

4th Nov 2008

Leeds, UK

Diwali in Distance

The thought Diwali takes me to a nostalgic memories of family shopping which would ideally start 3 weeks earlier, followed by my parents making various sweets and savouries. My sister and I would barge into the kitchen every now and then to taste the mixture, thattai, thengoyal, chocolate burfi, thenga burfi and so on. On the day of the Diwali all efforts will be taken to wake both of us starting with mom, followed by the various special entertainment on the television courtesy my dad and finally the noise of bursting crackers around our house. When we finally wake up we would be made to sit on a palagai and in no time be soaked with warm nalla yennai on the head. Once we are done with thalai kulial, we would take blessing from our grandfather and wear new clothes followed by the cracker bursting session. During the day we would have friends and neighbours coming over to exchange greeting and sweets.
This was probably the ideal way of celebrating Diwali few yrs ago. Today the entire concept is modernized and advanced. Sweets are made to order and crackers are sold at sky rocking rates and still there are people to buy it. Money overcomes authenticity of events. The other side of it you will also find thoughts and voices of individuals who dont burst crackers as it contributes to noise and pollution. For them Diwali just means a day off from work, meeting friends and great Dinner.

Today sitting in this cold country, i feel like Diwali is virtually celebrated. The joy of speaking, wishing and hearing about how our loved ones celebrate it back at home is only way i could relate to it. This day is special to me which is not realised person walking next to me on the street which means that responsibility and work routine is a part of life. Its probably like celebrating Christmas in Indian village. But despite all this i manged to contribute my bit by making thattai and carrot halwa and really feeling the spirit of celebrating Diwali from within my heart.

Hope i am back in India to celebrate it next year.

The Gordon Ramsay's Style

One day as i was going thrugh GORDONRAMSAY'S SECRETS book and i start up a conversation with vjiu

Vidya:- Viju, Do u know to make infused olive oil?

Vijay:- Obviously, what a question. Ek Chef ki itena bh

i naki aata hai kya?

Vidya:- No i am sure u know, but we never make it at home and so i have not seen u doing all these stuff. Achha bolo how do u make it?

Vijay:- Warm the olive oil, put basil in it for a min and the pour it into a bottle with the basil, and seal it.

Vidya:- No, Gordon Ramsay Says seal it when its warm and store it in a cool place. Can we make it, we have got olive oil at home.

Vijay:- Whats the use, we will never use it. By theway u can also infuse diffrent stuff life, chilli, Red pepper, Garlic and so on.

Vidya :- Well we could use it in our pastas. But yes if we daily keep eating dal, rice, roti, sambar, and rasam we will never get to try those exiciting stuff. Oh Gosh! There is no use of getting married to a chef, might have got married to a software engg, atleast i would not expect him to teach and cook all those exicitng dishes.

Vijay:- Achha baba we will make pasta tonite. You boil the pasta and i will come and make the sauce.

Vidya :- Well i need the sauce Gordon Ramsay Style. from here on i will check the proof of recipe of every dish you cook and this book is my guide.

Vijay:- Bang, Bang, Bang (hits me with the book). Go get married to Gordon Ramsay

Vidya:- Cant has already got Tana (his wife). By the way how do u make Pesto Sauce ?

Vijay:- Boil and blanch the pistachio nuts, blend it with Pramasan Cheese, Basil, and Olive oil

Vidya:- Wrong Gordon Ramsay Says that Clasical Pesto sauce is made with pine nuts, u need to blend it with parmasan, add basil and olive oil. Store it in a tight Jar and refidgerate it for a week.

Vijay:- And then what do u do with it.?

Vidya:- I dont know.. He has just told how to make the pesto sauce, but not what to do with it.

And we both laugh at it..............

Life is Mystic

Life is like Music. When one listens to music he mentally seems to understand the lyrics but does not know why the sound or the lyrics of the music make him feel happy or sad after listening to it. No one in this world can explain or prove scientifically the reason for such feelings. Last evening vijay and i were sitting and discussing on our future plans of changing houses, the good and bad this decision. His new job and how its gonna change our life and what he really desires to achieve from this and of course our financial strains caused as a result of taking this step. I guess its very common among partners to discuss these issues. Every thing seems to be fine and we kind of came to a conclusion. After a while on the same evening vijay received a call from his future employer stating that he will have to move to Bristol as the restaurant in Leeds is not doing great business as expected. It felt like a leaf falling off from a strong tree. After that we sat there the whole evening thinking about our new plans and decisions. confused and irritated we decided to chuck everything and went out for a dinner with a friend......
That is why i call life - Mystic

Happy Independance Day!

A day that we would be woken up by telephone greetings from our relative to wish us. SMS flying all over, TV channels trying to screen the best of their events. School kids moving all over in white with a tri coloured flag in their hand. All these years i never felt great about this date, until today where i wake up to see myself in a lonely room, as i open the curtains and see a bright sunny morning and a lonely road and said to myself Happy Independance Day! :)

Ma

A lady who has insurmountable love and affection for her family especially her husband and children. Her life revolves around her kids and for most of the young children its A relationship that is taken for granted.

It's a relationship that goes as long as one's age. from the time of giving birth to us till we go to school and college she does everything for us including taking care of our belongings, bringing lunch boxes to our schools, speaking to teachers on our progress, signing on our report cards, giving us pocket money, fighting with dad's in favour of us, meeting our friends and entertaining them at our houses. the list goes on....But the irony is that after this stage we tend to take her for granted, we take decisions on our own and don't even inform her half of the things that is happening in our life... how sad can that get. But as a mother she is still interested in making sure that your life moves on to a right path. Then she wants you to get settled in life which means get married in life. Once you agree to it ... There starts a phase of huge arguments, difference of opinion and ideas in the process of getting married and once you finally get married this lady has limits to the joy that she receives in conducting the wedding........





This note is a ode to my Mother on her b'day to thank her for all that she has contributed in our life. Thank You Ma

Passing Clouds

i know not why this happened and if it is good or bad?

i just take it for good and decide to move ahead with life.

Listen to more music, meet more people and do activites..

Finish of my pending work, shopping and have a little fun.

i am sure the next 15 days will just vanish away and sooon i will be surrounded by people congratulating me and wishing me All the Best..

And that will be the begining of my new life.

Looking Behind and Looking Ahead

I have been wanting to sit down and pen down about how 2007 has gone by and how i would like to welcome the new year, My plans ahead and what i look forward toooo.... as i realised that i have not done it, its already a month gone by...

2007 was a year with lots of ups and downs; rather more downs than ups. But i always learnt from all experiences.
I lost my grandpa on Jan 21st 07 ... he was a man of great will , self confidence and courage. This was the my first witnesse of a death of someone close to me. Death can bring life of near and dear ones to STOP; but death is inevitable and life of others has to move on. My grandpa also used to say the same words.


At work my increments we not good enough, i knew i contributed more than what was expected, but realised that it is not enough. "If you need more money then you need to know ways to impress your boss." A big lesson learnt. Make your work visible and audible else you be considered as a not enthusiastic and dumb person. This holds so true in case of my colleague Neha. I pity these so-called Established Organisations which not employee friendly and works only influences of the departmental heads.


Well the best thing about 2007 is that Vijay and I were able convince our parents and get our wedding dates fixed.... not only that Viju also moved to UK, he was trying hard to get a break in that country

Moving forward... there is so much to do and expect in future.. My marriage, moving in to new country, finding new job, etc etc.... I know its a big struggle... especially because both of us are struggling to settle ourselves in our careers. Which means no savings, desire to study further, desire of selfish needs of a human being like, a good cozy home, shopping, eating out, supporting parents, travelling and the list goes on... All this boils down to a problem called "Financial Crisis" and in 08 will see my life entering into this problem. There is only one thing that strikes me at this point of time, i.e

Life is a journey; it has ups and downs
Now lets challenge them all boldly.
And this my life I am gonna give it all
To my mission endlessly